• Have you ever:
• 1) Self-harmed? yes
• 2) Gotten into a real fight? yes
• 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yes
• 4) Tried to commit suicide? no, thought about it a lot though
• 5) Had to lie to everyone about how you felt? yes
• 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? no
• 7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? yes
• 8) Accused someone of using you? yes
• 9) Shoplifted? no
• 10) Gotten drunk/high? yes
• 11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? yes
• 12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? yes
• Right now, are you:
• 13) Suicidal? not really
• 14) Bored? yes
• 15) Avoiding someone? no
• 16) Avoiding some task? no, just very badly multitasking
• 17) Depressed? yes
• 18) Crying? no
• 19) Annoyed with a friend? yes
• 20) Worried and confused about something important to you? yes
• Do you:
• 21) Get depressed easily? yes
• 22) Get jealous/envious easily? yes
• 23) Feel like listening to music can take your mind off things? yes, if it’s classical.
• 24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? yes
• 25) Try hard in all your classes at school? no
• 26) Go out drinking? not really, i’d rather stay home and drink
• 27) Smoke cigarettes? yes
• 28) Smoke weed? yes
• 29) Do any hard drugs? no
• 30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why? I don’t feel the need to do any drug other than weed, if you consider that a drug. personally, I don’t consider it a drug. It relaxes me 
• 31) Believe in God/belong to a religion of your own free will? I don’t believe in God like how most people do, but I do belong to a religion of my own free will. I kinda mixed a few religions to fit me.
• 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? no
• 33) Agree that self-harm numbs emotional pain? yes
• 34) Believe people deserve second chances? depends on the situation
• 36) Think things will get better? in time, yes.
• 37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Not afraid, but I do think that I’ve done that.
• 38) Judge people who think differently to you? no
• Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
• 39) Long hair or short hair? depends on the person, but i do like long hair
• 40) Nice smile or nice abs? nice smile
• 42) Shy or open? open
• 43) Eyes or body? eyes
• 44) Religious or non-religious? someone who believes in something for the right reasons, not wrong. 
• 45) Caring or non-restricting of you? caring, but within reason
• 47) Piercings or no piercings? no preference
• 48) Tattoos or no tattoos? no preference
• 49) Quiet stay-at-home type or party type? quiet stay at home type as long as they are adventurous
• 50) Has friends you get along with or has parents you get along with? friends that i get along with. 
• Would you:
• 51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? yes
• 52) Smoke weed? yes
• 53) Smoke cigarettes? yes
• 54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? yes
• 55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? yes
• 56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? no
• 57) Keep your faith no matter what? yes
• 58) Join a band as a part-time activity? yes
• 59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? yes
• 60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone goes against them? yes
• 61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what it’s like? yes
• 62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? yes
• 63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? play with contrast, but not overly edit
• 64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? no
• 66) Not like someone simply because your friend didn’t like them? no
• 67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? yes
• 68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? yes
• 69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes, then which part of you? yes, i’d probably get liposuction and a tummy tuck
• 70) Sleep naked? yes

Meghan Elizabeth Smith

Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is one of your favorite animals.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total:7/10

Elf:
[x] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total:7/10

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[x] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn’t always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total:9/10

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremaly fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total:5/10

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren’t yours. (bad problems with compulsive shoplifting)
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total:5/10

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps, you will work to stop that.
[x] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total:8/10

Vampire:
[x] You’re a night person.
[ ] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun’s glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don’t like sharp objects near you.
Total:6/10

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[ ] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You’d rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total:5/10

Wizard/Witch:
[ ] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you’re psychic.
[ ] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spent a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total:8/10

Zombie:
[x] You are pale.
[ ] You are hungry a lot.
[ ] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[ ] You love to eat meat.
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[ ] You enjoy learning about psychology because you study the brain.
[ ] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself
Total:4/10

1. Who are you?

A very odd and strange human being. 

2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?

I have a weird sense of humor, I generally like things that most people don’t like, and I’m a bit of a freak/geek 99% of the time.

3. Who did you take this survey from?

My VF Cult, Close! :D

When you aren’t filling out 5000 question surveys, what are you doing?

Usually posting on Tumblr, or VF, or I’m at the Gym or my fiance’s house… Or I’m out and about. :D I prefer being at the lake to be honest.. lol

4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn’t like at the time).

Band/Orchestra, Spanish, English, Anthropology, Astronomy, Trigonometry :stare

5. What is your biggest goal for this year?

To pass with mostly A’s this semester :D And to lose 36 pounds by my birthday. :)

6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?

Married, Teaching At My Alma Mater, Maybe a baby on the way or already have one? :)

7. What stage of life are you in right now?

I’m in the Prime of my youth. I’m about to be able to legally fuck everything up. :lol

8. Are you more child-like or childish?

Child-Like

9. What is the last thing you said out loud?

“No Ma’am, but thank you anyways.”

10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?

“Narcissistic Cannibal”

11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?

Yes :)

12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?

It gets better, then worse, then it evens out, and the cycle starts over again. 

13. Does time really heal all wounds?

No. Sometimes it makes the wounds worse. 

14. How do you handle a rainy day?

Prop up the windows, and grab a good book [or my laptop]. If it’s not raining to hard, I head to the library, or Books A Million. 

15. Which is worse…losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?

Losing my Luggage.

16. How is your relationship with your parents?

Shitty.

Will you miss them when they are gone?

Probably will miss my mom, but not my dad.

17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?

Yes. 

18. What is the truest thing that you know?

A^2+B^2=C^2  and Y=MX+B and there is such of a thing as Imaginary Numbers, and in calculus, they are my best friend.

19. What did you want to be when you grew up?

A professional Musician that played in Carnegie Hall and also taught music. 

20. Have you ever been given a second chance?

Many times.

21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?

Until I hit 18 I was a giver, completely. But I got tired of giving everything, and not getting anything in a return, so I became a taker. Now I’m trying to even out the two.

22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?

Not always.

23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?

Having surgery on my toe with no anesthesia. 

24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?

I was broken up with, he started a long distance relationship thing with this girl I was friends with on VF, and then watching him tell her that he loved her. [[Thankfully he realized his stupidity and came back to me]]

25. Who have you hugged today?

My fiance and my dogs.

26. Who has done something today to show they care about you?

My fiance, he’s opened every door for me including the car door everytime we got in the car. :lol

27. Do you have a lot to learn?

Oh, I imagine so.

28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?

A) To Read Minds

B) To Fly

C) How To Study :lol Because I haven’t a clue how to. :lol

29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel?

How other people make me feel.

30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship?

Communication, Honesty, Trust, Loyalty, and Sex.

31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?

A) Travel The World

B) Become A Mom

C) Get Married to the love of my life.

32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?

A) Getting AIDS/HIV

B) Having My Child Die Before Me [not miscarriage, I mean, having them and then having them die before me]

C) Having Cancer Kill Me [going through all the pain and suffering, only to have to end up dying anyways]

33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause?

Stem Cell Research

34. What does each decade make you think of:

The 19..

20’s: Flappers

30’s: Speakeasies

40’s: WW2

50’s: We Like Ike! :D And Rocky Marciano, of course. 

60’s: Woodstock, Hippies, Psycho, JFK Assassination, Apollo 11, The Rise Of Feminism

70’s: Disco, The Green Revolution, Roe v. Wade, Carole King, James Taylor, Saturday Night Fever, Star Wars, Lava Lamps :heart

80’s: Glam Metal, Cinderella, Motley Crue, Sex, Drugs, Rock n’ Roll The best Damn DECADE EVER!

90’s: Nickolodeon at it’s finest, Spice Girls, Y2K preparations, Age of Computers Booming, Bill Clinton, NIN, Green Day [The Best Of], Tamagachi, World Trade Center Bombing, Pop Up Videos [VH1], Human Genome Project, Friends, “In West Philadelphia Born and Raised…”, Super Nintendo, N64, Beanie Babies, Troll Dolls :heart

2000: Y2K [it never happened], War on Terror, H1N1, Discovery of Eris, Pluto is no longer a planet, Auto-Tune starts trending :stare Shit Decade.. the decline of EVERYTHING! :lol 

2010’s: Still trying to recover from the 2000s…

35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why?

the 80s and 90s. I grew up in the 90s, and everything seemed so well together. And the 80s because well… it’s just me. :lol I ADORE everything glam metal. 

Fourteen. Yes.
Fifteen. Get My Degree, Have my own Shoppe, Start My Business.
Sixteen. Green.
Seventeen. Lily.
Eighteen. Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, Nickleback.
Nineteen. This Blog.
Twenty. Yes, and I died once.
Twenty-one. Depends on what it is.
Twenty-two. Ambidextrous.
Twenty-three. Warehouse 13, House, Say Yes To The Dress, Dog The Bounty Hunter, Family Guy, The Daily Show.
Twenty-four. Unemployed for the moment.
Twenty-five. Sugar skull.
Twenty-six. Single.
Twenty-seven. Thor.
Twenty-eight. Taylor.
Twenty-nine. The Doom Song.
Thirty. Miss Peregrine’s Home For Peculiar Children. 

Sister Wives.

Jacksonville, Florida. Ghost Hunter. Capricorn. Boy;; Ryan Alaxander Girl;; No Idea. Currently Two;; Dog [Alexis Nicole] Cat [Raven Milan]

Four;; Toni Rene [32] Robert Aubrey [31] Ryan Alexander [28] Ashley Marie [27]

Florida, Europe, Egypt.

Silver

Ledges and Falling, also Dying from Spider bites.